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[novapsyche]

It has been three months since I last took any DXM.

I don't suffer from cravings anymore, not really, not the urgent, compulsive feelings I used to have. I do still think about it, though. Often in a wistful way. I miss it.

I hope in a few more months I will be in a position where I can use it again in a ceremonial context. Because what I miss most about it is the connection it gave me to what I sense as the Divine. In the proper context, I think I may yet be able to use DXM in a responsible (i.e., non-recreational) fashion.

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[redivivus-fate.livejournal.com]

You know that I probably relate to this as well or as better than anyone else could. It has been almost 4 months for me, I think. I can't go back in any way though. If you do decide to do so in a responsible fashion, I wish the best for you.