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[novapsyche]

It has been three months since I last took any DXM.

I don't suffer from cravings anymore, not really, not the urgent, compulsive feelings I used to have. I do still think about it, though. Often in a wistful way. I miss it.

I hope in a few more months I will be in a position where I can use it again in a ceremonial context. Because what I miss most about it is the connection it gave me to what I sense as the Divine. In the proper context, I think I may yet be able to use DXM in a responsible (i.e., non-recreational) fashion.

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congrats.

[bloodlikerain.livejournal.com]

I can't even begin to say that I'venot done any drugs for 3 months. I try, but, it can be a sirens call.

at least i'm doing less...and with more caution.....

for many "addicts" drug use feels like connection to the divine. I know it does for me. that peace that i can't seem to obtain other wise, the high that takes me in it's warm comforting arms.

i'm sitting at work, envious of your strengh, but feeling like i'm feigning just the same

Re: congrats.

[novapsyche.livejournal.com]

I can't even begin to say that I'venot done any drugs for 3 months.

Well, I can't say that, either. :) I haven't abstained from everything. (Perhaps I would be prouder of myself if that were the case.)

Cautious is good.