Name Etymology, right on the money.

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Important:

Dear Nova: The following analysis describes a few qualities of your first name. There are many additional factors (legal name, nicknames, family surname, combined names, previous names, and business signature) that contribute to your entire personality - and your entire life.

Nova

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The name of Nova gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. Physical weaknesses would show in your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs.

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Your name of Psyche has created contrasting qualities in your nature. You desire change and varied experiences and you are capable in many areas, but you do not excel because of your scattering, impulsive desires. With supportive influence from other names you may use, you could be creative or artistic in a practical way, but basically this name is a plodding influence, though you have a desire for greater expression. Although you desire to avoid monotony, you seem to be attuned to system, order, and attention to detail. You can be very analytical, exacting, and patient as long as there is a challenge holding your interest, such as in the field of computers with its technical challenge. When your interest is exhausted, you switch to something else even though it means leaving your undertakings unfinished. This name makes you inquisitive and scientific in your approach to life, requiring everything to be proved to satisfy your skepticism. This skepticism has not protected you from many disappointments when people you have trusted have let you down. This name creates strong physical desires, such as an appetite for heavy, starchy foods and meat. Tension affecting the solar plexus and digestive organs could lead to ulcers, growths, or constipation.

Spiritual Journal, 10/8/01

I am a living,
ambulatory nerve ending of GOD,
sensing and cataloguing
everything I sense.
Life is reverse neuromancy,
from the perspective
of the Universe.

Spiritual Journal, 10/8/01

We can no more control Nature than we can control our own unconsciousness.

Nature and the sub-/unconscious are the same. Civilized man fights both if he fight one at all.

And so it is, that humans believe they must control, master themselves, be the master in the self/world slave/master dichotomy.

If a man were to master himself, he will, at the very same instant, enslave himself. To what does he enslave himself? His intellect, or in other words the ego.

What good is eating the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil if, as Jung says, "We can never finally know"? The Catch-22 is clear. There cannot be any ultimate knowledge, because all knowledges are grounded in the subjective.

Yet, we still owe much to the idea of objectivity, insofar as it can be conceived as "not-subjectivity". Adding perspectives to any previously held perspectives increases knowledge; and a broad body of knowledge about any one subject in particular adds to its own capacity for having an "objective view" about said subject.

Spiritual Journal, 10/7/01

11:45 p.m.

The clitoris is like an electrical wire, a naked wire embedded in the center of concentric cones of hot, sensitive flesh. The seeking tongue needs to entice those cones to extend, to reveal that bare nerve, so that the tongue may add its own charge to that erotic current. That, to me, is the definition of an orgasm. My truest orgasms have been those that have electrified me to the core, so much so that I flop and writhe on the mattress as though a radio had been submerged into my bathwater.
I have been out of control,
electrocuted,
fried out of my own mind.