Id rather have you thinking that i am belligerent, than to loose you, you are important to me and many others and your use is nothing short of something that is going to kill you and I wont sit around and watch you die! Call me what you want but you are in trouble and you goddamn well know that! I love you and I am very worried.
ok Iread all of your private posts and it does look like you are making some progress, but I know you, and I know that you are going to find all of this very difficult, wish i was back in michegan to support you but Ill have to be content being belligerent from a distance.
Being difficult isn't going to make things easier for me. Please understand this.
Of course it's going to be tough; I know this. Even if you were here, that wouldn't necessarily make things easier. This is an internal struggle, and I'm working my way up to the challenge.
It took awhile for me to get to this point. It's going to take awhile to get back to some sense of normalcy.
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Re: truth
Date: 2004-04-02 03:01 pm (UTC)Re: truth
Date: 2004-04-02 03:05 pm (UTC)Re: truth
Date: 2004-04-02 05:23 pm (UTC)Of course it's going to be tough; I know this. Even if you were here, that wouldn't necessarily make things easier. This is an internal struggle, and I'm working my way up to the challenge.
It took awhile for me to get to this point. It's going to take awhile to get back to some sense of normalcy.