I can't even begin to say that I'venot done any drugs for 3 months. I try, but, it can be a sirens call.
at least i'm doing less...and with more caution.....
for many "addicts" drug use feels like connection to the divine. I know it does for me. that peace that i can't seem to obtain other wise, the high that takes me in it's warm comforting arms.
i'm sitting at work, envious of your strengh, but feeling like i'm feigning just the same
congrats.
Date: 2005-03-24 06:41 pm (UTC)at least i'm doing less...and with more caution.....
for many "addicts" drug use feels like connection to the divine. I know it does for me. that peace that i can't seem to obtain other wise, the high that takes me in it's warm comforting arms.
i'm sitting at work, envious of your strengh, but feeling like i'm feigning just the same