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[novapsyche]

I must be getting obsessed with G.W. He was on my mind for hours before I finally was able to fall into deep sleep. (No more Worse than Watergate before bed.)

After I got to sleep, I had odd dreams that of course I can't recall in full now. I remember coming across several fishtanks that were probably a memory from a previous dream. These five tanks were filled with fish years ago, but I had to abandon them. Most of the fish were common, but some in the largest tank (the size of a big-screen TV) had exotic fish in there. When I came back to the tanks, I expected to find, well, small bodies floating at the top of the water's surface. Instead, there were still fish in there, alive. Most of them, however, were large and ugly, as if they'd mutated from eating the other, smaller fish.

I didn't care that they were monstrous; I was just happy that some were still alive. I retrieved the old fish food and threw some in each tank, watching the fish bound toward sustenance.

Later in the dream, I ran across renwick (which is odd, since I've never met him in real life) and asked him if I could borrow one of his video games. It seemed that I had a game saved and wanted to go back to it. After a search, he couldn't find his copy. He left the room to look elsewhere, so I went through his CDs and games a second time. There were other people in the room, and they came over to where I was and stood vulture-like over his stuff. I told them to back off; this wasn't any of their property.

I went out into the hall to meet up with renwick again, and he came with vaxjedi in tow. vaxjedi had some games with him; apparently renwick told him I was jonesing for a game. But none of them was the one I was looking for. I was getting more and more frustrated.

I went back to my room and did a cursory search there, and lo and behold if I didn't find my copy of this game (whatever game it was). Now I needed to find my console. For some reason, it was in a white pickup truck. So I went to the pickup truck. But for some reason I needed something else, so I left that and came back. When I came back, there was a car parked in front of the truck with someone inside, and there was someone in the truck, a man. I asked him what he was doing there, and he gave me some excuse. I told him I wouldn't kick him out, but he needed to leave soon. I left and went into the house across the street, which was where my brother was staying.

I looked in several phone books for the number to the police, so I could tell them to arrest the man in my truck after 30 minutes had passed. I couldn't find numbers for my area, though. My brother suggested that we smoke some (this must be a remnant of my real life desire, which I denied myself last night), so we were going to do so when I noticed that his bongwater was ridiculously dark. "That's disgusting," I said. He unscrewed the top and gave me the part with the water. For some reason, I went to the closet and dumped the water in a paper bag. Then I went to the sink and put fresh water in it.

We never did smoke, however. I don't remember why. I woke up soon after.