I am taking a break from updating my resume. Too long of a break, actually. Need to get back to work.
Something I wrote in my fragments, 8/2/05:
It is my fear of drowning that keeps me from learning how to swim. Fear operates in the absence of faith and trust. If I trusted myself more, perhaps I could learn how to swim.
This is something I mentioned to F on the phone after I'd seen The Matrix Reloaded:
"Is love the genesis of choice?"
I think that's the ultimate question distilled from the movie. And it's a worthy question. Can love trump the mechanisms of fate? In my mystical experience, I would have to say yes. While I can never know for certain, I feel that the soul trumps death because of its love, its yearning, for God.